To anyone that still even checks these things anymore

New post later tonight.
Got alot on my mind.
Just not enough time.
I love you all...

SnS...Famous for Best Friends.

Ohai.

So here we go again. Back into the swing of things for one night because, well, to be frank, there is quite a bit on my mind. I mean, that's always the case with me, so nothing is really new. I just....IDK. My friend, Minus Human, has kept a pretty consistent blog going on. I actually check it at least once a week and see what has been on this crazy fuckers mind. I love getting inside his head, even if it is only for a few paragraphs or less. After reading his most recent one, I decided that it was time for me to make another post.

OMG, look at that. I passed fifty posts on this site. I really need to get a life.

So school is starting back up for me pretty soon. As I have hinted at before, I'm super nervous about it. My roommate, AV, finally emailed me back about a week ago or so. I'm kind of nervous as to how this year will go. I have my hopes up high though. A lot of things will be happening all at once, and I just need to make sure that I can balance it all out and keep my grades up and keep making that money.

Sadly, that's all that matters when it comes to the real or now days.

Eh, I was thinking about making that a hidden message, but I'll leave it there.

"Wait, what do you mean hidden message?"

MOVING ON...
Dumbass...
To be honest, the more I think about it, the more I am ready to leave this town for good. I came back from my first year at Purdue losing one of my closest friends...no, my brother. THEN I lost my closest friend, got her back, lost her again, got her back. It's been a bit of an endless cycle to be honest. All because of other people running their mouth. If you have your own opinion about someone, keep it to yourself. That's all I have to say about that matter. Then I got a close group of friends, and now as the summer is coming to a close, I haven't heard from any of them in almost two weeks now. V, B, and M...All three of them...It's a bit depressing. I have no idea what's going on either.

The only people I have left are my Steak 'N Shake family. These people I don't have nicknames for, so I appologize for using your real names, but...

Stephen
Katie
Grace
Megan
Kendal
AJ
Tim
Kurt
Jordan
Christian
Juan
Veronica
Yolanda
Kinsey
Kamila
Tara
Seth

I love you people. I seriously mean it. You guys are what made working at SnS tolerable. I don't know how I would've done it if it wasn't for all of you. I love you guys.

Well, that was a bit of a boring blog again. Guess my life just isn't as exciting as it used to be.

"And by exciting, you mean depressing, right?"

Exactly.
Lies.
Obai.

Personal Goal.

Ohai.



I think this speaks for itself.
I want to feel that kind of happiness someday...
Obai.

Get...In...My...Balls...

MOLTRES...
I'm sitting here, doing this one a Saturday night
You think that I'm just going to give up
And that I'm just gonna go somewhere else
And I'm gonna give up on catching you?
You think I have better things to do
Than sitting here and trying to cram a
Six foot tall bird into something the size of a
Baseball?
No.
I don't have anything better to do.
You think I have friends to go see?
You think I have places to go hang out?
You think I have dates to go on?
You think I have sex to have?
Well, apparently...
You don't know teenage boys on the internet very well!
...
God, that was a sick burn on myself.
-Chuggaaconry

Story of my life

Ohai.

So I like how I said, "I'm back," in the last blog post, and that I'd try to do more posts, and then I don't do anything for quite a few weeks. Oh well. Life moves on. I feel like I'm giving a speech about my life to an empty room when I do these things anyways. I believe only two people even remember that I do these things and read them anyways, so I continue to ask the question, "What's the point?"

Let's give it a shot anyways.

My muse has been a bit on dry as of late. It's sad. I listen to all this awesome music and check out all this awesome artwork and other things of the sort, and I say to myself, "I want to do something like that!" Though, in the end, nothing ever comes out of what I try to do. Me and my archenemy wrote out a bit of a "Bucket List" of stuff that we were going to do before the end of summer. Go ahead and guess how much of that stuff is done. None. Not a one. Depressing. I don't even talk to them that much anymore. Even more depressing...

Work work work work work work work. It's all I seem to do anymore. It's really the only place where I feel appreciated for the stuff I do. Granted, I don't do much else, but the work I do around the house usually goes unnoticed, so I stop caring. I don't do too much for my friends anymore. Does that make me a bad friend? Eh. I'm indifferent. I've lost a lot of really close people this summer. Granted, I've found a lot of really cool people as well, ones that were right in front of me this whole time. My Steak 'N Shake family...I love these people. They are my sanity keepers. Without them, I'd go mad. It's going to be hard working at another Steak 'N Shake without them.

College is right around the corner. Who's nervous?

...I am.

So nervous.

Don't think much more needs to be said on that topic.

V and B's wedding is on Friday. I'm kind of excited for that. I only say kind of because I hate weddings. Boring, boring, boring. Plus, the only person I'll really know that is there besides those two is M...I don't know. Maybe things will be more fun than I am expecting. I'm just waiting for Saturday to get here so I can go to Gen Con. Thinking about saying screw tomorrow after work and just spending the afternoon from five till like midnight or something down there. That would be pretty awesome in my opinion. It would kind of be lonely by myself, but I really want to check everything out before the tournament that I'm signed up for starts.

Well...I guess that's really about it. This blog is actually fairly boring to be honest. I told you...My muse has run dry. I'm not depressed...No one is hurting me directly...I don't have a love...No real motivation to be creative.
Somethings missing...
Obai.