Another Note

Whoever's name is written in this note, shall die.

Ohai.

Love that book. I couldn't sleep too well last night, so I spent the night rereading that book along with listening to Dream Theater, a band I haven't actually sat down and listened to in quite a while. Haven't just let myself been taken over by the music in quite a while. I sound weird when I say it, but it's really an out of body experience. Dreamed of myself playing a Big Day Out festival last night...woke up with the best additude I've had in the morning in quite some time...till I remembered I had to mow the lawn today....

FUCK!!!

Recording today...kind of nervous about that. I honestly hate the recording process. I need everything to be perfect, or I start to freak a little bit. Hopefully that will go well, and we'll get just about everything that needs to be done done.

Other than that...I still think I'm going crazy. Everyday, my thoughts are running at 1000 mph and I have no way to slow them down. I reach no solid conclusions on anything, and it's slowly driving me to insanity. Hanging on though, because, for some odd reason, I have a feeling in the back of my head and in the bottom of my heart. Maybe everything will actually work out. Maybe this summer will end up being the best summer of my life. Or maybe I'll fuck it all up....Just maybe...

"All you can do now is crawl...crawl...crawl..." So....ummm...hi. I'm not sure what to say right now. I guess....you know what...never mind. I miss you, and I just saw you yesterday, and will probably see you in a few hours. ( :: [] :: )

Obai.