My Stream of Consciousness

Ohai.

So I think I’ve reached a point where it’s time I do another one of these little blogs. I realize that my original goal was at least one of these a months, and the past two of them have kind of been cheating blogs, barely a sentence at best, and not really talking about anything thought provoking. Granted, my blogs aren’t really intended to provoke your thought, but more so my thought and to see if anyone else could offer a better insight to the things going on in my life right now. The problem, internet, is that I’m not sure what details I can tell you and what details I shant tell you. This, I will get into more later.

The more I think about it, this may be one of my longest blogs ever. If any of you actually make it all the way through this blog, let me know. I’ll give you a cookie or something the next time I see you.

So I think that we should start this on a happy note. I’m finally starting a new project of mine that I’ve been interested in for quite some time now. I’m going to start vlogging and blogging on a regular basis. I will try to keep this interactive so it’s not boring for the rest of you, but in the end this is really for me…a way for me to vent and a way to see myself grow and mature as I progress through life. Saying that, let’s start with this first topic…first year at college. I want to know how the rest of you who are either going through their first year right now, or who have been through it and be willing to share their experiences from it. Me, I’m not sure where I’m going to be going in the next year or so. I don’t even know if I’m at the right school right now, and that kind of worries me. I know I’m not happy with my major at all. I guess whatever happens happens. I’ve taken the steps that I need to in order to get myself in the right direction, and that’s all I can do right now.

Moving on to me just venting, I’ve been going through a few different things in my life other than just the schooling problem. Here comes the problem though…I don’t know how much I’m actually allowed to tell you. Well, allowed is the wrong word to use right now. I just don’t want to do anything that will get me in too much trouble or put me out of line. I suppose what I can say is this…I’m in love. I’m in love with the most beautiful young woman on this planet. No matter the wait, I’m going to be here for her, and I’m going to be the best boyfriend, no, the best friend that I can be for her. She’s already help me in so many ways, and shown me that I can be strong, not only for myself, but for other people. Now I’m just hoping that I can do the same thing for her. I love you JNG…and please don’t forget, I wouldn’t have said yes if I didn’t mean it. I’m going to be here as long as you can put up with my shit…ha.

Well, I guess that’s all that I really have on my mind for now. This project of mine isn’t going to really kick off until the summer. That’s when I’ll really be able to do what I want to, the two or three new things a week, along with the one vlog a week. Be sure to check out my YouTube channel, http://www.youtube.com/user/StreamOfConsciouness , for the vlogs, and keeping checking here for the blogs. Again, I’m not really looking to do anything big. If I can connect with people and spark conversation based off of observations I have in life, then that would be amazing. But in the end, this is for me. I thank you for your time and for any input that you may have.

Obai.

-Jeff Lipton