Uprising

Paranoia is in bloom
The PR transmissions will resume
They'll try to push the drugs that keep us all dumbed down
And hope the we will never see the truth around
So come on...
Ohai.

Welcome back.



I know, I know. I feel the same way whenever I go to write one of these. :P

I'm going to try to keep these going again. This time I mean it. This time, I mean everything that I say. Looking back at my past, I've said a lot of things that I didn't mean. But that is one thing that I plan on changing. I'm going to become a better person in general. To be frank with you, I'm not very fond of myself, and only a handful of people in my life can actually tolerate with my day to day crap. I can't blame them either. But that will change. I'm becoming an overall better person for myself
And for you...
Now is just the matter of actually doing it.

Another promise, another scene
Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed,
And all the green belts wrapped around our minds
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
So come on...
A bit of a side note. Is may not be recording my demo anymore. Instead I may be joining what I consider to be the most talented local band that I have heard in ages. I'm not allowed to say too much on the matter right now, but basically I've been asked to come play with them and to see how everything feels during that time. I'm super nervous, but I can't wait. Though I actually haven't picked up my guitar in forever.....Uh oh.......

I hate myself.

Oh boy, here is the Jeff we know and love.

Can I explain myself before you judge?!

Fine...Pussy.

Glad to see we're on good terms again.

Anyways...

I recently sat down and had a conversation with a friend about who we were as people, and I've come to some realizations about myself. One thing is that I'm sometimes too animated of a person. I also have a very "animated" look about me. Now, this is hard to explain if you don't already understand what I'm saying. Some people are cookie cutter good looking, other people aren't exactly beautiful, but they have little things that make them stand out and still attractive. Me...Well, I don't have much going for me. So I'm changing a few things. I'm quitting Yu-Gi-Oh...Because that was definitely not helping me get a girlfriend. I'm going back to playing guitar more. I'm getting a new hair cut. I'm gonna try and get in better shape. Blah blah blah. Who am I fooling? Hopefully myself. It's just a bunch of little things that I don't like about myself that I wish I could change.

Wow...This blog is worse than any of the other that I've written in a while. I just have nothing to write about anymore. I need a theme for my blog. If you actually still read this garbage and have ideas for me...PLEASE give them to me. Otherwise, I may go back to my original idea of just deleting this blog site all together.

Too many memories on here that I would rather forget
Though they still show up in my dreams. :P
Well...I could go into the two vertigo attacks I've had lately, along with a few other things that I've been doing lately, but I don't really feel the need to share those with anyone. Sooooo I think I'm gonna end this one off a bit early. Next time I should hopefully have something better to write about.
Yeah right. Who are you fooling?
They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious
So come on...
Obai.