Three wishes? Damn...

I can finally see
That you're right there
Beside me

Ohai

Short song, short post. I'm just getting right to the chase. For one month, starting today, I'm going to try as hard as I can to make a post everyday on this blog. If I can make it the month, we'll do six months, and if I can do that, we'll go a full year. I don't know how this will actually go, but I finally have started to enjoy writing these things again.
Well, to some extent, anyway.
If anything, it gives me a way to vent. It gives my mind a chance to go through all the fucked up shit that's happening in my head and try to figure out what it means. Like this dream that I keep having over and over. I can't figure out why, but for the past two weeks now (Yes, it's been two weeks) I've been having this dream, among a few other nightmares. It's starting to affect my sleeping patterns. I don't want to go into any real detail here, but hopefully I can at least figure out what these dreams mean eventually.
June 27, 2010
I am not my own
For I have been made new
Please don't let me go
I desperately need you

You know what I desperately need, Owl City? A chill night with a beer and a good friend where I can just relax. No school stress, no friend stress, no drama stress. Just relax. To be honest, I've been very fortunate. I haven't had to deal with drama in the longest time, and I love it.

...I swear to god, if I just cursed myself by saying that....

So, that's it for today. I think an early bed time is in order. I can actually feel my body trying to pass out right now.

I am not my own
For I have been made new
Please don't let me go
I desperately need you

Obai.