Let the Monster Rise

Ohai.

Didn't I tell you not to go out? Didn't I?
You did, you did.
Didn't I say the world was cruel? Didn't I?
You did, you did.
Then tell me how this happened, what I did wrong,
Tell me why
Can we just go home, Shi, and forget
This dreadful night?

Well, we're now into the first full week of school, and I have to say, it's starting to sink in what kind of semester it's going to be for me. My classes are fairly easy, but not to the point were I'm going to be constantly bored with myself and feel to do the work. I went and worked out on my own for the first time today for about an hour or so. I have to say, it feels good to get out and be active rather than sitting on my ass and doing nothing all day. Also, staying on top of my homework has been doing me wonders. Haha. I had most of my work for the week done last night, so the rest of the week is smooth sailing for me.

Didn't you say that you were different? Didn't you.
I am, I am.
Say you aren't that person. Say it.
I am, I am.
Then tell me how to act, dad. What to say, dad.
Tell me why.
All you've ever told me, every word
Is a lie.

To be honest, I don't remember why I came here today. I had something to actually talk about... Something fairly important, too. But now I don't remember. Between going and finding the lyrics for this song, typing them out, and doing all the coloring for it, I've forgotten what the actual purpose of this blog was... Gotta love counter productivity...

Didn't you say that you'd protect me? Didn't you?
I tried, I tried.
Is that how you'd help me? Is it?
I tried, I tried.
Don't help me anymore, dad. You are dead, dad,
In my eyes
Someone has replaced you. Dad, I hate you
Go and die.

But now it's time to move to a different location. I'm gonna save this, and come back to it later. Hopefully I'll remember what it is I wanted to talk about by then.

Didn't I build a house, a home, didn't I?
You did, you did.
Didn't I raise her all alone, didn't I?
You did, you did.
Then Rotti took her from me, Stole my Shilo
He's to blame.
Have I failed my daughter?

Screw that. It's been a few hours since I started this, and my whole night has gone to shit. So much for a positive attitude. I don't even know what to think anymore.

Then let the father die.
And let the monster rise.

Obai.