I don't think you fucking get me...LISTEN!

Mate! I'm zonked absolutely spent
I think I'm gonna give my eyes up for lent
I'll use my sockets to stock stones instead
And with an icy cold stare I'll hide bones in your bones in your bed

Draw with me.

Ohai.

Woke up a hell of a lot earlier than I really wanted to. Don't understand my body sometimes...Go to bed early, wake up late...Oh well, I function without sleep all the time. I'll just pass out for a day or so sometime soon.

"You're blind." Well then, tell me how I'm acting any differently than before. Just trying to keep things like they used to be.

Mate! Please accept this invitation
So I can take you away


Cos there's a one in 40 thousand chance that
Asteroid Apophis
Will collide with the earth in less than 20 years


Roll up for the kness up business
Yes yes yes ok I think we've heard quite enough from you

I don't want to lose you as a friend. I'm trying hard to make plans, to see you, to just talk to you like normal. You almost seem to not care. Am I doing something wrong?

I'm finally getting the hell out of Steak 'N Shake. It makes me sad, to be honest. I'm going to miss a handful of people there, but I really need this job. It's better hours, better pay, and that's all that matters when it comes to jobs. I really need to start saving money up. Goals : Car by the end of summer; Move into an apartment by the middle of the school year. We'll see what happens. After I pay back my parents the four grand I owe them (all of which I'm not totally sure what it's for) I might as well be starting with nothing.

Not quite sure what else there is to do. I want to see you...So we can actually figure out whats up...Talking like we have been isn't really fixing anything it seems...just getting you mad at me.

Instead of staring at your Stella desperately for inspiration.
Belt up and quiver at your indignation
I aint saying anything that could be construed as an apology.
There's another case study for anthropology.
Lets announce embargos and denounce our far foes
Ingrowing egos a syntax he knows
It's just distance that separates us
Or are we really all ethno-centric-ally inclined?

I'm not going to give up. I'm going to keep at this friendship...keep trying to make you realize that I actually want it, and that I'm not "teasing you" with it.

Izzy is back up my ass about my music and getting it done again. He disappears for like a week, and then comes back harder than ever about it. The kid wants my demo done more than I do right now, to be honest. But, it's almost never really been about me. So, I guess I'm going to set a goal for myself. Middle of the month, I want the demo to be at least 95% done. This means all instruments recorded, most vocals recorded, and the mixing process begun. Now...let's see if I can actually stick to this.

I'm not one to just give up, you of all people should know this. :P

Mate! What the fuck are you on about?

This is a draconian law I protest
I protest
The herd is rowdy
The squad is vexed

I want to see you soon. Please.


That's all that's really on my mind right now, or at least that I feel like sharing with you guys. I really need to work on this sleeping in thing. I bet it'd do wonders for me. Lot of graduation parties to go to, got to work again tonight, and figure out sometime for me and Ben to get back together and record.....Also.....you know what, never mind. Just look a little deeper and you know

Read between the lines.

Obai.