Let's have a talk...

Ohai.

So, the other day, I sat down and starting reading all my blogs. I swear, it's almost like a movie. I see my highs, my lows, everything. I lead a very messed up life, to say the least. Well, I guess I won't put it like that. That makes it sound like...I don't know, that my life is something that it's not. I lead a fairly normal life, to be honest. I just have messed up thoughts...That sounds better. Though I've realized something. Since I actually started blogging on my DeviantArt account and then moved it over to hear, we really haven't been formally introduced. We've been talking for, like, almost four months, and you don't any more about me than what I have told you before. So, for anyone who cares to get to know me a little better, here is your chance.

Hi, my name is Jeff Lipton, and I am a now 19 year old male from Brownsburg, Indiana.

Alright, that's a start. Now, let's get a little deeper, shall we...


Hi, my name is Jeff Lipton, and I'm a bit of a workaholic.

Now, what exactly does this mean? I work...and when I work, I work a lot. But why do I choose to do this? Note, first of all, that I said "choose to." I've never been forced to work in my life. Well, maybe except when I was working at the golf course, but I don't really consider that a job. I choose to work and work as much as I do because I like to feel like I'm actually doing something of worth with my time. Though when I'm actually at work, I may hate it from time to time, wish that I didn't work, in the end, I feel much better. Steak and Shake was good for me. This was because I climbed the latter there pretty quickly, and that got me a lot of respect with everyone there. Plus, while working at Steak and Shake, it felt like less of a job, and more like just hanging with friends while making milkshakes...haha. Though, another reason why I like working ties into another thing I'm about to get at...


Hi, my name is Jeff Lipton, and I care too much about what other people think about me.

It's a bit of a gift, but a curse as well. People judging me have forced me to become the person that I am today. Be it good or bad, experiences molded and shaped me into who I am right now. Of course, this can be said about any person, so it's nothing really special to me. But, I like to look back at my life and not regret anything. I try to take something from whatever happens in my life, and learn from it. I have made some pretty stupid decisions in my life, and somethings that I wonder if I didn't do this or didn't say that, how would things be different now. But I don't dwell on the past. Because it is exactly that...the past. I look forward to the future as often as I can and try to hit it head on.


Hi, my name is Jeff Lipton, and I am addicted to money.

Now, this sounds really bad right off the start. Makes me sound like I'm a prep or some kind of snoby kid or something like that. But let me explain before you start making acusations. I like to know that no matter what happens, I have enough money in my bank that I could cover it if needed. That's why I work as much as I do, and very rarely ever spend any of my money unless it is for food or the ocasional trip out with friends. I feel comfortable knowing I have a couple grand in the bank and that if an emergency were to show it's head, I would be able to be prepared for it. Also, it's nice to have since I'm planning on getting an appartment sometime soon (more than likely a one bedroom studio now) and I'll need all the money saved up that I can to be ready for that day.


Hi, my name is Jeff Lipton, and I'm addicted to love.

Again, one that may need a little explination. Recently, I've been loveless...Just living life for myself and it's been fantastic. That is, until night comes around. Call me what you will, I really don't care at this point, but I keep everything that I've been given in my past relationships. They mean something special to me, and remind me of good times that I've had with said person. Well, recently I refound this note that my most recent ex wrote for me while we were together. It was the reasons why she cared for me...along with a story that she started writting for me. Neither of which I'm going to share with you. It's personal stuff. Just reading it though made me realize...I'm addicted to just knowing that I have someone who would do anything for me. Who loves me for who I am, doesn't judge me, and is just happy being around me. And me being happy around them. Sadly though, I feel a lack of that in my life right now. At least, no one seems to really show that. I could be wrong...but that's just me I guess...Am I wrong? I hope I am...


Hi, my name is Jeff Lipton, and I am not gay.

A rumor was going around recently that I was throughout a group of my friends and some of their frinds. Don't really know how it got started, don't know why, but I figured I'd put an end to it here. Pisses me off, is all. -_-

Hi, my name is Jeff Lipton, and I am who I am. Take me for that.
And you are?

Obai

P.S. Five bucks to anyone who can find the hidden message in this one...Trust me, it's hidden good.