I appoligize

Home is behind
The world ahead

Ohai.
I have no real friends anymore.
So, I'm sorry about that last post. Not the one with the lyrics and the song. That one got me watching the Lord of the Ring movies again. Love those movies. I would almost go so far as to say that they are the best movies ever made.

And there are many paths to tread

But shit was starting to get out of hand as far as this whole situation goes. No, it is out of hand now. It's to the point where there really is nothing I can do but let the people say what they are going to say and hope that people know the truth. Turns out though that most of them don't. I want to clear things up though, right now. I don't know how many people actually read my blog. I think the number right now is at one (maybe even zero at this point.) but I still feel the need to say it here. Hopefully it will spread.

Through shadow
To the edge of night
Here's a little taste of truth for you.
I AM NO LONGER SUICIDAL. I HAVEN'T HAD A THOUGHT LIKE THAT IN WELL OVER A MONTH. I know this doesn't sound like a long time for some people, but for me, it's quite an accomplishment for me. I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING AND I'M NOT ASKING FOR ATTENTION. If anything, it's you who's bringing the attention to me.

Until the stars are all alight.

Moving on.

Mist and shadow
Cloud and shade
I still care...I still love.
I've been feeling down in the dumps the past few days. I don't want to go into too much reason why. It's a load of drama that I'm hoping will either get resolved or just blow over. Something in my head says it wont though. Something in my head says that I need to get back to Purdue ASAP. Youtube channel is hopefully going to be started soon again. I finally got editing software that works. So if I start that up again, I'll post the videos here as well for you to watch.

All shall fade
Don't believe me? Give me a chance.
That's all that's on my mind, or at least that I feel like sharing with you.............Why I do these sometimes I wonder. I'm....

All shall...

Obai. And fuck you too.
And no, that's not towards you.
...Fade