Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Let's try this again...

Alright, I didn't want to fucking do this. I mentioned this once in my blog, very casually, and that's all I really wanted to do. Didn't want it to be brought up anymore because I didn't want shit to get blown out of proportion anymore than it already was. But once again, people feel the need to attack me as a person. I've said this once before. Maybe not on this blog, but I know I have on my other one. There is only two ways to instantly get on my bad side.

1. Attack my work ethic.

I work very hard and very long hours. So when someone tries to tell me that I'm not a hard worker or something to that effect, I take offense to that. I put way too many hours in places that I work, such as when I worked at Foxcon, or even at Steak 'N Shake, for someone to try to tell me that I don't work hard enough or that I don't do enough work. I work hard so that I can gain the respect of the people that I work with along with my superiors so that I can advance quicker through the work ladder. I've already covered my little thing about money, so I don't need to explain why I like to advance quicker than what would be expected of an average employee.

2. Attack my character.

I know it may not be the best, but I've worked hard to gain the respect and trust that people have in me, friends and family alike. If you go around trashing that in anyway at all, then I take a bit of offense to that. This is because I have to go around trying to convince people otherwise of the shit that has been said about me. I've been doing this now for the past month. I don't know who it is that has been saying all this shit about me, or what your reason is for it. Though, if you read this, which I highly doubt, then please, take up whatever you have to say about me TO ME. I'm tired of people coming up to me asking if I flunked out of school and if I'm just going to be working at Steak 'N Shake for the rest of my life. I'm tired of having to convince people that I'm not gay. I'm tired of trying to convince people that I'm not a liar. Whoever you are, you're better at it than me. I admit to that. You've got just about all of the people I consider my best friends against me. I don't have a solid group of friends anymore because of you. You win.

I didn't want to blog about this...
I fucking didn't...
But you win again....
I can't do this...
So much for sleeping tonight...

Oforget it....

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